crummy renting records.. THANKS.

considering i have my doubts about zen/the rest of my ics workers ACTUALLY doing their damn jobs.. i decided to tell justin, who works at the community center i work at about how the asses at the burnsville shithole are trying to ruin my renting record by saying i got evicted. i told justin about how they basically gave me a "slap on the wrist" because they SAID they weren't gonna formally evict me since i said i filed complaints about smoking in a NON-SMOKING APARTMENT.. however- i'm also not sure if zen is using that email from the caretaker of the burnsville shithole as an excuse NOT to do his job of advocating for me because he was so quick to side with the caretaker after he read the email from them telling me he was gonna kick me out of the apartment, zen said, "if management says they don't want something you do and you do it- then there's reason for them to kick you out." TOTALLY IGNORING MY side of the story and why i reacted like that in the first place. justin scrunched his face after i told him that they kicked me out for complaining about the smoking in a non-smoking apartment and said, "something there doesn't sound right." i'm pretty sure he wasn't referring to my side of the story because he helps me the best he can with things when he can, so he told me i could contact a man that deals with homelessness at the community center i work at. i'm gonna contact him seeing as no one else seems to give a fuck about me (FAMILY INCLUDED AMANDA). i told him about my breathing problems and how i've had at least 3 surgeries on my palet in my life, so i'd breathe better and so you could understand me better. YOU'RE COMPLETELY CARELESS IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I WANT TO MOVE OUTTA THIS DAMN STATE WITH THE LACKOF CARE AND SUPPORT I HAVE. MINNESOTA IS GREAT MY ASS. MAYBE FOR ENTITLED, SELFISH, IGNORANT, AND NEGLIGENT PEOPLE WHO HAVE THEIR HEADS SO FAR UP THEIR OWN FUCKIN ASSES THEY IGNORE THE REALITY THAT JUST BECAUSE IT'S GOOD FOR ONE PERSON- DOES NOT MEAN IT'S GOING TO BE GOOD FOR EVERYONE ELSE. IGNORANT ASSHOLE. don't even try to assist me anymore- you're just pissing me off. i'm telling EVERYONE i can think of you are unhelpful and ignorant to my needs. AMANDA JUST TURNS HER HEAD WHEN IT COMES TO THE FACT THERE'S A GOOD CHANCE I'LL NEVER FIND ANOTHER APARTMENT THAT WILL ACTUALLY RENT TO ME BECAUSE OF THAT BURNSVILLE SHITHOLE AND THE FUCKIN SMOKERS. DOESN'T CONCERN HER AS LONG AS IT DOESN'T HAVE TO DO WITH HER!